:: I'vE LeArNeD ::

I've learned...
that you can do something in an instant
that will give you heartache for life.

I've learned...
that you should always leave loved
ones with loving words.
It may be the last time you see them.

I've learned...
that we are responsible for what we do,
no matter how we feel.

I've learned...
that either you control your
attitude or it controls you.

I've learned...
that heroes are the people who do what has
to be done when it needs to be done,
regardless of the consequences.

I've learned...
that my best friend and I can do anything
or nothing and have the best time.

I've learned...
that sometimes the people you expect to
kick you when you're down will be the
ones to help you get back up.

I've learned...
that true friendship continues to grow,
even over the longest distance.

I've learned...
that just because someone doesn't love you
the way you want them to doesn't mean they
don't love you with all they have.

I've learned...
that maturity has more to do with what types
of experiences you've had and what you've
learned from them and less to do with how
many birthdays you've celebrated.

I've learned...
that no matter how good a friend is, they're
going to hurt you every once in a while and
you must forgive them for that.

I've learned...
that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by
others, Sometimes you have to learn to forgive

I've learned...
that our background and circumstances may
have influenced who we are, but we are
responsible for who we become.

I've learned...
that just because two people argue, it doesn't
mean they don't love each other. And just
because they don't argue, it doesn't mean
they do.

I've learned...
that we don't have to change friends
if we understand that friends change.

I've learned...
that two people can look at the exact same
thing and see something totally different.

I've learned...
that even when you think you have no more
to give, when a friend cries out to you,
you will find the strength to help.

I've learned...
that credentials on the wall do not
make you a decent human being.

I've learned...
that the people you care about most
in life are taken from you too soon.

I've learned...
that family and friends are what make
us who we are today, and without them
we would never be complete.

I've learned...

that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in.

I've learned...

that it is not what you wear.....
it is how you take it off.

:: peRnAhkAh kAu? ::

Pernahkah kau,
Ketika keseorangan, kau terfikir tentangku?

Pernahkah kau,
Ketika kau bersama teman-temanmu, kau ingat akanku?

Pernahkah kau,
Ketika kau menjamah selera, kau inginkan ku bersamamu?

Pernahkah kau,
Ketika kau perlukan seseorang, aku yang kau cari?

Pernahkah kau,
Ketika kau mendengar lagu-lagu cinta, kau bayangkan aku?

Pernahkah kau,
Ketika ingin melelapkan mata, aku dihatimu?

Pernahkah kau,
Ketika kau bangun dari pagi, kau inginkan ku disisimu?

Pernahkah kau,
Ketika kau kesedihan, kau inginkanku menemanimu?

Pernahkah kau,
Ketika kita bersama, hatimu bergelora?

Pernahkah kau,
Ketika ku tiada, hatimu gelisah?

Pernahkah kau,
Ketika ku bersama gadis lain, kau merasa cemburu?

Pernahkah kau,
Ketika bercerita tentang cinta, aku bermain dimindamu?

Pernahkah kau,
Ketika kau merenung rembulan, kau terlihat wajahku?

Pernahkau kau,
Terlintas dihatimu untuk ingin bersamaku selamanya?

Jika kau tidak pernah merasainya,
Aku cuma ingin tahu,
Agar aku cuba untuk melupakanmu...

Tetapi jika kau pernah merasai kesemuanya,
Mengapakah TIDAK PERNAH KAU meluahkannya kepadaku?

Kerana aku merasai KESEMUANYA...........

-Adam Harris-Saturday-24th April 2010-

:: MeH LaYaN jIwAnG ::


Seseorang baru je trigger back memori aku tentang sebuah cite industan beberapa taun lepas.. cite ni cam agak best, sape otak jiwang, sila layan, sape yg tengah bercintan, sila layan, sape yg kaki nanes, sila layan... heheheheehe...

:: My LoVe LeTTeR ::

You can never imagine how miserable I can be having you in my imagination..
I'm trying to tell you how this fate has affected my life..
But then again, I thought what they told us were all bluffs,
So do you, So did I..

I can see their intention,
but I couldn't read your mind,
I don't understand how does it happen,
Now I just want you to be mine..

Well, if nothing is going on between us, why does my heart beats a little faster everytime I see your face? If there's nothing to be fear of, why does my mind keep thinking of you when you are out of sight? I wonder why, and I really wanted to know the answer. it's a question which no one can answer. Am I worried? or am I scared?

I'm afraid to confess, but I must admit it..
(Take note, admission and confession are two different things)


I'm not sure whether it's just a crush, or I really do fall for you, But every single breath I take, I keep on thinking of you, Every night, every day, when I awake, even when I asleep.. You become my dream, the reality becomes nightmare..
Because we both know in reality, we are just friends..
Hopeless, perhaps, that's how I feel without you by my side..
That's why I always wanted you here, though I know that will never be enough.
When I look at you, I'm speechless, motionless, mesmerized by your beauty and fairness..
And when I'm staring into your eyes,
I really wanted you to stare back....
Because I want you to see,
How hurt I feel when you're not here..
How happy I am to have you back,
and How sad to think that I'm going to lose you again..

Turn back the time? NO WAY!!!
But reminiscing the past will surely make me wonder,
How two separate world connects..
As I said before this, like the earth and the skies bonded by the rain...
Wondering whether it would be forever, or only temporarily.
If you know the answer, please tell me.
If you think that we are actually going no where in this hanging relationship,
JUST JUMP, SKIP THIS PART, LET'S FINISH IT before it gets worst!

But if you think that we can work it out,
Let's do it together.. Because I believe I can,
provided that I am not alone..
I need you to be with me.

Answer this letter, would thee?

Dearest, Adam

:: dEaReSt ReAdErS ::

Ermm... awat silent mode sangat blog aku ni?
Dah takde orang membaca ke?
Nak quit ah menulis... *dengan nada merajuk*

hehehehehe.... =p

:: BaLaS dEnDaM ::

Still berkaitan dengan cerita lembu-lembu bodoh (LLB).. tapi cite pasal aku dengan SP (senior partner) aku..

dia ada sekor panda kat meja dia, aku plak ade ET kesayangan aku kat atas meja aku.. kekadang tiap2 kali aku bosan ngan kerja, aku akan dengan sengajanyer mendajalkan beruang panda SP aku tu.. saje sonok2.. hehehehe (Sapa suruh balik awal!!) kat bawah nie ada beberapa diantara dajal2 yg telah aku buat..

akhirnya dia dapat tau nie sme kerja aku (KANTOI!!!!!) maka, pada satu hari yang tak disangka2....

kesian dowh ET aku nieh!!!!!!!!

:: hArI JuMaAt ::

sapa setuju dengan aku sila letak comment anda disebelah kanan kat chatbox tu.

:: kErTaS DiNdInG ::

Disebabkan kerja terlalu banyak dan memenatkan, aku kadang kala terlajak buat mende lain depan laptop ni.. menaip 5 minit, pastu berfacebook setengah jam.. adui.. apa nak jadi dengan aku ni. disebabkan aku selalu terleka dan terlena, maka aku dah buat satu keputusan drastik..

aku tukarkan gambar kat bawah ni sebagai wallpaper dan jugak screen saver.. screen saver ni aku setting dlm 1 minit je dia akan muncul. so, kalau seminit aku terleka, akan naik notis menarik ni kat depan muka lantas membuatkan aku kembali teringat kepada kerja2 yang macam hantu banyaknya nie.. hahaahaha

:: pErAsAaNkU ::


arrghhh... pehal lak tetiba nieh...
pehal aku tetiba rasa camni...
luka lama berdarah kembali?
perasaan duka bercampur gembira,
memori lama kembali menggamit minda,
aku confuse, aku tak tau nak kata apa,
jiwa kacau kembali bergelora..

bantulah aku,
aku tak tau nak buat mcm mana
tak ske ah perasaan camni..
please... help me~~~~